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Aite, i've been away due to school. Oh god, lack of sleep is getting the best of me. Anyway, life still starts as Dusk as always. I am always up till 2 am and then i have to wake up by 10 am... Good 8 hours? Yeah, maybe...

So updates in life? Well, i have an upcoming show under Republic Polytechnic's Reflections 2010 with my Interest Group, Gamelan Naga Kencana. You guys can go google it. It's Ga-Me-Lan... Not Game-Lan as most people actually percieve after seeing the name and we play music not games. It's a Traditional Indonesian music but that does not refrain us from playing modern music. We do play modern music and sometimes we just let loose and play whatever we want to play. It's like a normal Percussion Ensemble where you just let loose sometimes and at other times you have to play accordingly. The show will be on the 11 November 2010. It's a free show but it will be via tickets so you can contact me for them. And i'm performing for the show too! So right now i'm just stuck with the Marketing stuff that i am also in charge of.... Dang, i've got so much to do...

On the side note, i've been hit by Korean Fever. Or rather i forced myself to be hit by Korean fever... It's like walking in the rain for three whole days deliberately so that you will fall ill... Likewise, i forced myself to watch Korean Boybands performances, listen to their songs, check out their personalities and stuff like that. Why? I don't know. Boredom kills people...

Right now i'm stuck with two bands. SHINee and Super Junior. You can google them if you don't know about them. For SHINee, i kinda like Kim Jonghyun. From Super Junior, i like Lee Sungmin, Kim Ryeowook, Kim JongWoon aka Yesung and well everybody else. The band used to have 13 people. At the moment it is 10 man strong... Well, one of them decided to leave the band. Another was caught up in some legal stuff and he is suspended from Super Junior for God-knows how long... Right now he's away for two years to serve in the Army. The other dude is away to act. But he's still a part of the band of course, it's just that he enjoys acting so he pursues his interest first.

Tearing away from KPop, i'm looking for a place to dance with my Caramel. It's just for interest, nothing really serious. We are all busy but i try as much as possible to find the suitable place so that we can meet up and dance. Unfortunately there is no way we can find a place that suits our requirements. Free-of-charge, with privacy, and not too far from all of our homes. Community Centres sure provide dance studios, but well... 60 bucks per hour (min. 2 hours) is quite a big sum for us students... So right now i'm still looking... Yeah well....

I can't think of anything else to write here so i shall just zoomz! I will be back to update on more. As i usually promise. But of course i may or may never come back. Depends on how God wills it...

Ja~!

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I'm back. Actually I'm in class. I haven't been doing much. But there's this thing about the class that i am in. Here's a video of my classmates dancing. I recorded it without their knowldege. Else, they would not have danced so much.

They are a bunch of crazy people, but they are really nice... Anyway... Hmm there isn't much stuff for me to talk about... Except for... hmm.... Oh yeah! Vida (if you read my first few blogs you would know who she is) helped me to make a siggy for me to use in forums... Here it is...

Ah damn, some how it won't load... I'll upload it later when the internet is better... And! Hmm... I think that should be all... Oh there it is!



Isn't he just so cute? Don't say anything... He's mine! Haha

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I'm in school right now. It's cool to have such a cool class. Like, literally... It's fully air-conditioned everywhere i go. Anyway, for some reasons i'm bothered by the Salman-Vivek issue. It's really bothering me that they won't resolve the issue. i know it does not concern me or anything, but come on! I'm a fan, it affects the actors' lives and the fans too. Okay so the young dude made a huge mistake. So what? humans make mistake all the time! But to seek forgiveness is something else... He sought forgiveness, everyone he's gone... But the senior just won't let him make it up to him. It is irritating...

But it all comes up from that woman. That one woman. She went to the elder man, made use of him and left him. And here comes Vivek as the night in shining armour. Saving the damsel in distress from the evil king. The evil king is unhappy but neither is the damsel. After being saved from the fire ritual, she then pushes her saviour into the fire and left to ride her own life with her Drona...

Things have gone no better nor worst. She has been the problem, but even when she is married, the matters are yet to be resolved. It is complicated as they claim, but still it's so simple!

Forgive and forget. Do not forgive if you cannot forget. Do not forget if you have not forgiven...

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Been what, three or four months since i posted on my blog? Yeah. Life is difficult as a student. oh, i have been posted into a Polytechnic. Yay! I'm now an RP student... Republic polytechnic is cool. It's very different from other schools as from what i know of my other friends. Anyway, school is alright so far. Lessons, facis.... hmm... I face the laptop everyday, i really wish i could go straight into my course module rather than dally in these modules of maths, enterprise, science and blah blah blahs... By the way, reflection journals are a must daily. And it's problem based so we don't really get spoon-fed... We learn by solving problems... oh god, i've got Understanding test tomorrow... Enterprise skills... They say it's gonna be very difficult.. Of course it would, i haven't studied... I'm so bored... Anyway, i've watched Housefull... A hindi movie. I'm not in the mood to talk about it... i'll do that when i get my mood... And about working and the fnb store... i resigned one week after the last post about it... i had a misunderstanding with the stuck-up manager and i told him to stuff it. So i threw the uniform back in his face and left. Well... i wanted to leave anyway... Two weeks... how about that? Now i am tutor for a primary school kid. it's fine... just that being me, it's not easy to teach. I do find it difficult to share the knowledge.. and stuff like that... Teaching a kid is tougher than working at the fnb store... Oh am chee...

Be back with more...

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Its new year already. I don't understand why they always say it's new year. It's just the same as years to come. Is it not? But it does not matter. I have recieved my results for 'O' Levels, sent in my applications for the next step. And now, all i have to do is to wait. I did fair enough for someone who doesn't study at all for the major exams. I'm planning to go to Polytechnic...

Oh, and it's been a week since i started to work at a certain food and beverage store in the west... The crew there is really nice. It's like we're a whole big family. We joke around and throw straws at each other. But of course, we should not let the stuck-up manager see us doing that. The shorty manager is fine, the lady manager is fine as well... Just not the stuck-up one... I've yet to meet him, but i feel like i know him well enough already. Everyone keeps talking about him and how they hate him. How they wish he doesn't exist. How he is such a bastard. (Hey, its my blog I can say what i want...)

As my job requires me to wake up early, my nightlife is often cut shorter and shorter. My mild insomnia is killing me. I can't sleep early in the nights, and i wake up hating myself every morning. I don't know myself anymore. It's difficult for me. I don't know who i can trust. Many people hate me. It's the truth. So i'm different and i don't belong. But i keep wondering where it hurts those people. It's life. When you're going down the slope, people laugh. When you're up the hill, they loathe. So am i facing these situations. Am i up the hill yet? Or am i climbing back down?

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