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Its new year already. I don't understand why they always say it's new year. It's just the same as years to come. Is it not? But it does not matter. I have recieved my results for 'O' Levels, sent in my applications for the next step. And now, all i have to do is to wait. I did fair enough for someone who doesn't study at all for the major exams. I'm planning to go to Polytechnic...

Oh, and it's been a week since i started to work at a certain food and beverage store in the west... The crew there is really nice. It's like we're a whole big family. We joke around and throw straws at each other. But of course, we should not let the stuck-up manager see us doing that. The shorty manager is fine, the lady manager is fine as well... Just not the stuck-up one... I've yet to meet him, but i feel like i know him well enough already. Everyone keeps talking about him and how they hate him. How they wish he doesn't exist. How he is such a bastard. (Hey, its my blog I can say what i want...)

As my job requires me to wake up early, my nightlife is often cut shorter and shorter. My mild insomnia is killing me. I can't sleep early in the nights, and i wake up hating myself every morning. I don't know myself anymore. It's difficult for me. I don't know who i can trust. Many people hate me. It's the truth. So i'm different and i don't belong. But i keep wondering where it hurts those people. It's life. When you're going down the slope, people laugh. When you're up the hill, they loathe. So am i facing these situations. Am i up the hill yet? Or am i climbing back down?

Be back with more...